Announcement: The Mystic Messengers Psychic Fair is this Sunday, October 7, at the DoubleTree Inn at 445 South Alvernon Way in Tucson, AZ. The Fair runs from 9 a.m. until 4 p.m. I will be there to sell books, jewelry, and artwork, and to chat with you. :)
Transitions
My back has been “out” for the last three weeks. I am fine sitting. I am fine standing. But oh, getting up is a pain in my back! The transition from sitting to standing takes a while. I have a “bent over phase” in the middle. Fortunately, backs relax and heal. The human body is a self-healing miracle.
In the next few weeks, I will travel to New England to see the trees changing colors. I like it here in Tucson. I like it in New England. It’s the travel to and fro that is a pain -- that movement from one place to another.
Another type of transition? My husband has run a computer repair business for the last 30 years. Now, he is retiring, but he doesn’t know what to do with his free time. He is leaving work, but not running towards anything in particular. How does he decide what to do? This metamorphosis is quite confusing.
I have a feeling that being alive is fabulous and that being dead is marvelous – but the transition! Oy.
Meanwhile, I am at a crossroads with My Psychic Search Project. I can keep writing or I can lay down the Project and move on. I think I might be at the end of the contract for My Psychic Search. Is it the end of the whole thing or just this phase? Is there another phase?
For 10 years, I’ve interviewed psychics, transcribed channeled messages, and talked to people at the Psychic Fair. I began this exploration during the summer. One day I was floating on a raft in my pool and I had the distinct impression that I was communicating with a spiritual council. I was interested in this work, but unsure whether or not to move forward. Maybe I should get a job? They assured me that if I did this work to make information about the spiritual world accessible to “regular” people, they would provide for me financially. We had a contract. For the last 10 years, I’ve kept up my side of the bargain and they have kept up theirs.
Now, things have changed. I’m not magically meeting people who I would like to interview. The channeling sessions have become oriented towards the people in the room instead of being about huge universal principles and how we should live our lives. The Psychic Fair is quiet. Facebook has changed and it’s harder to get info out to people. My personal gifts have not expanded. I used to connect in a way that felt more psychic. These days, my meditations are quiet.
Has my contract with the universe been completed? Shall I move on to another phase of life? Should I write another book? Maybe my life is quiet so that I have time to write something long. I have a ton of information to share about how life works. Does anyone want to read it?
I’m up in the air as to which way to go. I’m looking for a sign from the universe. This work needs to be reinvigorated with fresh energy and insights, or I need to find another outlet for my enthusiasm.
Any advice?
I could do more or I could do less. Could go either way. My back seems to be the physical manifestation of the struggle with transition.
I heard an interesting channeled message a couple of weeks ago. It wasn’t about me or this Project, but it might be applicable. The gist: Life changes, nothing remains the same. We are evolving. Don’t look for this Project where it was. Look for it where it is.
I want to stumble upon something extraordinary.
So, I’m going to new England. Are there spiritualist communities, psychics, or metaphysical stores you recommend?
Back to the trees: they are lovely with leaves, they are beautiful without leaves, and they celebrate the glorious transition between stages. We, too, could revel in our progression. It would sure help if we had a clue where we were going!
Let me know if you have any suggestions for my travels or my work. If you get a message from my Spirit Guides through your Spirit Guides, I would love to hear it.
Take care.
Gail
gail@MyPsychicSearch.com