For the past two weeks, I have been looking through boxes of photos, envelopes of memorabilia, and decades of journals.

Reviewing these items is like touring my Akashic Record, but just the small portion which reflects this one lifetime. The Akashic Records are a fuller recording of all we have done through multiple lifetimes.

This work is also similar to a Life Review, but I only see my side of things, not how I impacted other people. The magic of the after-life review is that you see the impact, for good or bad, you had on others.

Excavating through the boxes, I found a couple of psychic messages from years ago. I consulted with psychics to try to understand people and situations. One psychic told me I would have a pretty easy life; some ups and downs, but mostly clear sailing.

I also found a card which I purchased in my early 20s at a fortune telling machine. It said I would travel the world,  have a great deal of happiness, unlimited money, and that life would be sunny.

Life takes us on a ride with ups and downs. We keep moving forward. It’s like we move along on a conveyor belt, checking out different adventures and experiences. We can try to cut the line and skip to new experiences, but if we skip something, we are stopped in our tracks, waiting for life to catch up. There’s no sidestepping the things we agreed to try in our life contract.

What did I find in my notes? Evidence that I had a tough childhood. Some adults tried to ensure that I had no self-confidence. I was not in a supportive environment.

I discovered that during the dating years, I wore my heart on my sleeve in a more-dramatic way than I had known. Dating debacles were called “crushes” because we were crushed when they didn’t work out. My heart was broken when the guys I had crushes on weren’t interested in me. Now, I realize that there were guys who had crushes on me who I liked as friends. I wasn’t interested in them romantically, just as the guys who I liked weren’t interested in me romantically. There is something to be said for chemistry. Either it’s there, or it’s not.

The college years were full of school work and a longing for romantic love. I think the guy who I liked and who I was very good friends with, was gay. I didn’t know it then, and I don’t know if he knew it then, but it sure would explain things. Those are the circumstances we don’t figure out until the light bulb goes on, years later.

After college, I declared my independence and left the east coast. It took a while to get my footing, to finish school, and to establish a career.

My career years were intense. Lots to be accomplished. My greatest frustration related to  incompetence. I never understood why people couldn’t do their jobs. They could either do the job themself or ask for assistance. I couldn’t understand why they said they would do a project, then not do it. For me, it was about working together and contributing reliable information to the world. I am a big believer in accountability, integrity, and fairness. Turns out, not everyone feels the same way.

One upside of work conferences? I found a life partner, we married, and we began a family.

Once I was married and had children, life was crazy-busy. My husband and I were both working full-time and had two small children. Life was full of birthday parties, ear infections, squabbling siblings, house guests, and trips to see relatives. It takes a lot of energy to juggle children and work!

During that time, many friends and co-workers provided a pressure valve for letting off steam. Oh, those people helped me laugh! (You know who you are.)

After the small-kid years, I left my job and began doing volunteer work and artwork. Then I began “My Psychic Search” Project. I had aspirations for success and for making a big contribution to the world. While this hasn’t happened (yet), I can see that those psychic predictions were correct: a mostly-happy life with plenty of challenges, but the where-with-all to keep moving forward and remain on life’s conveyor belt.

I wonder how this life fits in with the greater scheme of my multiple lives? What have I learned which will prepare me for my next life (not that I’m going anywhere)? What issues from passed lives were carried into this life to be resolved? Has progress been made?

I see that some resolutions could not be achieved. My mother and I never reconciled. With the help of psychics, I came to understand that we were different people with different priorities and we would never be friends. I had to accept that we were oil and water. This was not the kumbaya moment I had sought. Psychics have told me that this situation was set up beforehand so that we could help each other grow.

Overall, I can’t complain. As an adult, I have the family I always wanted. We like each other. For our wedding vows, my husband and I had pledged to create the kind of family we always wanted to be a part of. We accomplished that goal. :)

Why did I keep journals, calendars, and photos? I wanted to remember life’s details. In retrospect, I think I was writing to organize my thoughts and to tell the truth to someone who wouldn’t judge me – my journal. Maybe I wrote in detail to find a sense of control over life’s “Whys?” Life can be confusing!

I want to remember most of it . . . however, a few items are going through the shredder.

Life goes on. I’ve got more memorabilia-sorting to do. Then, I can get back to the origin of the project: organizing and labeling photos.

What are you up to?

Gail
gail@MyPsychicSearch.com

This is the link to an article about how some authors hear fictional characters in their minds. The characters have distinct personalities and speech patterns. In some cases, the writers can watch characters take actions which the author cannot imagine.

I wrote about this phenomenon a couple of weeks ago. I believe this is an aspect of psychic ability. Many psychics have explained to me how they hear voices and obtain information. They know they are hearing from a source outside of their self.

https://amp.theguardian.com/books/2020/apr/27/majority-of-authors-hear-their-characters-speak-finds-study?fbclid=IwAR0DJ3TvG84YfDq4TzyZcBQSIdBG5tpDGl-RSn7UNlqysyaC0QtD4YXvtak

In meditation, I asked, “What is this pandemic about?”

It’s about getting your knees knocked out from under you and bringing you back down to Earth. People had become arrogant, judgmental, and wasteful. This is a chance to see what matters -- the simple things.

How long will it last?

Until it’s over. :)

What can we do with this time of self-isolation?

For those at home, it’s harder to create new memories, so we can excavate old memories. We can process the old stuff (ideas, resentments, attitudes, etc.) so we have a new plateau for moving forward in life.

My project? I am sorting through boxes and boxes of photographs. I am organizing and recollecting. I am clearing out old thoughts and reviewing memories. Clearing mind, body, and soul.

If we use this time for self-reflection, we can remove old brain clutter so that our interior mindset catches up to where we are in life. We can re-level ourselves and establish a new plateau. Then, when we resume lives outside our homes, we can create fresh momentum. Right now, we can break old patterns, let go of thoughts we no longer need, and prepare ourselves to create whatever new adventures we seek.

And when this is over, if we choose to resume our old routines, we can do them with a new appreciation for schools, summer camps, jobs, bridge clubs, health care workers, and retail employees. We can feel a fresh appreciation for restaurants and for all kinds of entertainment.

As individuals in self-isolation, we face our lives. We remember, we examine, and we process. In a few weeks, we will venture out into a more-pristine world. Let’s not crap it up.

As a world, we are clearing the skies. There is less pollution.

We are clearing the waters. There are fewer cruise ships dropping waste.

We are clearing the streets and experiencing fewer traffic accidents.

We are also seeing how we are profoundly interconnected.

What have our country’s leaders shown us?

They have demonstrated that some are clowns and some are strong, pragmatic leaders. The fact that unqualified people, who lack good judgement and compassion, can be elected and appointed reflects what our society has become -- a fractured nation looking for answers in unlikely places.  

In all matters, we need integrity, responsibility, information, experience, and wisdom. Blame doesn’t get us anywhere; solutions move us forward.

Hard decisions are being made. The decision makers need to listen to people who have answers, like health experts, governors on the frontlines, and people who are suffering economically. Then, they need to build consensus. There are clear, competing issues (health vs. the economy). Leaders who rise to the occasion will find ways to get us working together. People will see that, as a group, we can move in the same direction – perhaps in small steps, but together. Leaders who fail to rise to the occasion, will take this country down an ominous path.

Send positive thoughts to our country’s leaders, to the people working on the frontlines, to the people who have lost their jobs, to those who are sick, and to those who care for them. Remember, when we uplift any part of our world, we lift it all.

Gail
gail@MyPsychicSearch.com

Last month, a friend channeled a message regarding the coronavirus. The main idea was that we are all interconnected. When something affects one of us, it eventually affects all of us.

She went on to say that the pandemic was helping us develop the awareness that we are all one:

“What happens to our brother or sister, happens to us. There is no such thing as ‘us’ and ‘them.’ You cannot harm one part of us, without all of us feeling it in one way or another. It is imperative for this virus to travel so we can see that what affects one avenue, affects all of us. This impact can be seen on many levels. It is true with health, finances, decisions, awareness, fear, and indifference.”  

We can clearly see how we are intertwined. The coronavirus started in one part of the world and didn’t take long to spread to the entire world. The virus and our response affects our economy and our way of life. These challenges provide an opportunity for awareness and growth. An opportunity to see that we are all connected. We are all one, one vibration, one being.
 
The channeler went on to say that when negative things happen, they affect all of us. This is also true for positive things. When we help others, we help ourselves.

“In peace and in harmony, reach out to someone who may have been infected. When you do this with compassion, with love, and with prayer, it raises your vibrational energy, raises their vibrational energy, and raises the vibrational energy in whole, complete, oneness.”

When we bring healing energy into ourselves so that we can re-direct that healing energy out to others, we absorb some of the energy. The act of sending love to others, fills our self with love. Everyone benefits.

Ask, “How can I protect myself and my family? How can I assist those in need?”

We see that when a family member, friend, or neighbor passes, others reach out. The situation affects the person who has passed, along with many other people. Compassion rises and reaches a peak which sustains the whole group.

There have always been illnesses. Any time something is new or unheard of, it causes a stir. It is the subject at the water cooler. But know that this too shall pass like so many other things pass. Then something else comes up. Life evolves. The climate changes. The economy changes. It is a part of life. Learn to cope however you can.

The channeled message continued, “People survive horrendous things that have never been survived before. When an individual knows that it is their time to leave and move on, they will. When it’s not, they won’t. The circumstances don’t matter as much as: Are they ready or not?”

Interesting message, don’t you think?

This is a time to take stock of our lives and our thoughts. How much do we value life? How much do we value the economy? How much do we value our ability to move around freely? What is the appropriate balance? Are we willing to make sacrifices?

How much do we value facts and science? Integrity? The ability to work together to achieve common goals?

How big of a stick needs to hit us before we realize that we have to work together?

We can come together to benefit all of us, or we can waste this opportunity by splintering into warring sides? Our choice.

Let me know what you think.

Gail
gail@MyPsychicSearch.com

 Quote from a Psychic - Springtime

“Come June or July, each of you will be able to look back over this quickly-arriving spring, and see things which have re-birthed in your life. New things, both inside and out. Yes, there will be new things manifested on the physical. There will also be new ideas, new ways of thinking, and new perspectives that will give you a greater understanding of how the love you send forth creates in your life.”

Anne Tyler recently published a novel. I received an e-mail regarding “Redhead by the Side of the Road ” in which Ms. Tyler explained that this book had been different from the other books she had written. She had not developed the story. She had heard the story and retold it. You can read the piece about her process at the end of this blog post.

A few weeks ago, I was reading Stephen King’s book, “On Writing,” in which he said he watched characters in his mind, then wrote down what they did. He didn’t make up their stories. He just put on paper the crazy moves his characters made. Then, he waited to see how things moved forward.

Several authors have told me that they don’t create their characters. Characters just show up and relay their stories.

Of course, after receiving the initial images or stories, the writer has a long way to go. The story has to be written, edited, and re-written. It’s a big effort to shape the story so it has a good pace, fresh dialogue, and sufficient description. It needs to be formed into some semblance of a book that readers might enjoy. But the characters? They are just telling their stories and the note takers are listening.

Along the same lines, I read a blog called “Lives of the dead.” The author hears stories from the deceased, writes them down, and molds them into something we can read in awe. This is the link to “Lives of the Dead.”

I work with several people who channel messages from unseen Guides. The channelers say aloud the words they hear in their minds. They channel and I record. I am the scribe.

One time, this kind of inspiration happened for me. A year or two ago I began writing a story in a dream. After I woke up, the words continued to appear. That was wonderful. "I’d like more, please."

So today’s rumination is, “How much creativity comes from us? How much inspiration comes from ‘The Muses’”? A continuum of thought and inspiration exists. If we are lucky, we can tap into an unseen world and pull wisdom and creativity through to this world.

Let me know if this kind of inspiration has happened for you.

Gail
gail@MyPsychicSearch.com

This is the note I received through Goodreads:

“Red Head by the Side of the Road” by Anne Tyler

Dear Reader,

I've never really believed in inspiration. For me, plotting a novel feels like hard work, and I have to shove my characters around awhile before they come to life.

“Redhead by the Side of the Road,” though, was an exception. I was looking out the window one day, debating whether I had another book in me, when a single sentence all at once popped into my head: "You have to wonder what goes through the mind of a man like _____ _____."

(I didn’t have an actual name yet.)

This was interesting, but not very helpful. Why would you have to wonder?

Then here came another sentence: "He lives alone; he keeps to himself; his routine is etched in stone.”

By now, I knew enough to wait. I didn't have to wait long. "At seven fifteen every morning. . .”

And I was off and running.

Oh, the book didn't write itself. There were still a good many missteps and hesitations. But throughout the process, I had the sense that some neutral, anonymous voice was telling me a story. I came to trust it.

Maybe this was a gift of age: I’ve learned to just let things happen. Or maybe—who knows?—it was a random one-time event, and my next book will be a full-on struggle. In any case, I had a wonderful time writing this story down, and I hope you'll enjoy reading it.

Anne Tyler

Near Death Experiences (NDEs) change the life of the person who has a sudden, strong connection to the invisible universe. New understandings and perceptions arise, often in good, positive ways.

What if some of the people who are ill with the coronavirus have NDEs and return to tell us about them? Is it possible that a wave of enlightenment could come through those who have recovered from the virus?

I am not minimizing the suffering of the people who are sick, or their families, friends, or pets. My heart goes out to them and to all of those working on their behalf. I am just wondering if any  kind of a good could come from this difficult situation. Let’s hope so.

Gail

As we go through this coronavirus “crisis,” we have a wonderful opportunity to raise the vibration on Mother Earth to the levels which are necessary for evolutionary growth. We are going through a process of dismantling old ways of thinking and bringing in new realities.

This blog post is based on a recently channeled message:


Open the window of your mind and allow the breezes to flow through. Allow the breezes to blow out things that no longer serve you, so that you fully feel, take in, understand, comprehend, and sense who and what you are, and why you are here.

Let go of ideas, limitations, beliefs, tapes, and dogmas, which are not empowering you.

You are not who you were yesterday. You are not who you were this morning. You grow, expand, and evolve. This will continue all the days of your life. Every experience, every breath, every word that you utter has had an effect on you and has changed you.  

You were not meant to keep yourself small. You were not meant to be that seed that didn’t blossom. You were meant to bust out of that hard shell and reach up into the ethers; to be so much more, not only for yourself, but as nourishment for those around you.

The vibrations of the people you spend time with are continuously shifting. Shifting in default happens often. Shifting in awareness is truly the manifestation of masters.

Manifestations can come quickly when you allow your vibrational energy to expand. This will leave you less solid and stuck on vibrations that no longer empower you. Old vibrations are like wearing a jacket that is too tight. The jacket may have been very comfortable when you first got it, but it no longer serves you. It doesn’t allow you to reach for all there is.

As you shift, you will begin to view other individual’s perspectives. You will hear other people’s thought processes and have absolutely no judgement because that was you, how many vibrations ago? That was you, how much awareness ago?

We are all in process. We are meeting each other at different places on the same path. You don’t know whose vibration is walking next to you. Nor do they know the vibration walking next to them.

If you allow your vibrational energy to expand, you will have much greater compassion for other individuals who you meet on the path of life. This is your true purpose for being here – to assist other vibrational energies who are walking with you on the path at this time; until you meet at another depot. Until you are at another station. Until you get elsewhere.

Some people get on the path, others get off. There is a shifting. Some go to The Other Side. Some continue to develop here and be examples for those on the path.

Let this energy expand. It behooves you and enriches you. It is your manifesting energy. It is who and what you are. It is your purpose for being here.

We are all at different stops on the same path. Some are ahead of others. These leaders can see that the people who are a few stops back, are the people they used to be.

Now that you have more time at home, use that time to meditate, to send out love, to send prayers and good vibes to those in need. If you use this time wisely you, the people around you, and Mother Earth, will reap huge benefits.

Gail
gail@MyPsychicSearch.com