Even though the psychic didn’t get the information I was seeking, an interesting thing happened.
She knew she wasn’t getting information. She kept telling me how odd this was for her as a reader. Messages usually came clearly. She apologized several times. She told me that she wouldn’t just make something up in order to give me what she thought I wanted. She would only give me what she was hearing/feeling. I gave her the word for this, “integrity.” I told her how much I appreciated the fact that she would only give me what she was hearing, even if she wasn’t hearing anything.
I think she was a new reader and needed the reinforcement of knowing that someone appreciated that she had integrity. As I told her what I thought, I had a rush of goosebumps. I always pay attention to the goosebumps. I thought, “Maybe this is my new role? Maybe I am the ‘elder’ who knows enough about the world of psychics to give someone encouragement.”
Am I past the point of needing readings? I have answers to all the questions I asked as a young woman: Yes, I got married. Yes, I had children. Yes, I bought a house. Yes, I left my job and it turned out okay. Yes, I pursued this project and learned so much!
Those of you who have read this blog for many years, may remember that I had a lot of issues with my mother. I often asked psychics how to deal with those issues and how to cope with the situation. I received so much good advice. Now that my mother has been gone for a while, and I have tracked her journey on The Other Side, these issues have been released. I no longer need psychic readings to help me figure out what to do. So nice.
I am at a point in my life, today, when I am not looking for personal advice from a psychic. I am much more interested in the big picture of things – how the world works. However, questions arise in life and I’m pretty sure I will seek personal readings again. I am not done.
And, I love receiving messages from Spirit.
Years ago, I worked with a psychic who wanted to test her abilities. She knew what she could do in certain areas, but she wasn’t sure about other areas. Could she communicate with souls on The Other Side? Could she speak with animals? Could she see the future? I asked her questions for which I knew the answers, just to see what she got. It was fascinating for both of us.
Perhaps, I am (sometimes) a psychic coach.
I am enjoying “My Psychic Search” and seeing wherever it leads me.
Take care.
Gail
gail@MyPsychicSearch.com