A week or two ago, I worked with Susan Sampson to see if we could open my psychic gifts. I know I have some ability because things come to me occasionally. However, when I try to make a connection, or I look for a message, I am often left feeling vacant. Susan and I wanted to see if we could amp up my abilities so I could receive communications clearly and know that they truly are messages.
Years ago, I heard a clear message about an upcoming event and the event came to pass, so I know psychic connection is possible for me. However, strong messages don’t come naturally. Instead, ideas come to me. When I sit in my meditation chair, thoughts come regarding all the things I should do. For example, this morning I thought I should photograph my process for making “Wild Girl!” pins. That’s a good idea. Why hadn’t I thought of that? Why did I think of it during my morning meditation? Is this a suggestion from my brain or from my Spirit Guide? No way to know.
When Susan and I sat down, we talked about my meditation practice and where I was in my development. She needed a sense of where I was so she knew what she had to work with.
I told her that I had experienced some psychic moments and messages. If these messages had been confirmed, I knew they were real, but if they hadn’t been confirmed, I had no idea if they were communications or just my imagination. Last week, I wrote about seeing a white image and wondering if it was The Veil. Was it? I have no confirmation.
Susan led me through a couple of guided meditations.
She suggested that I bring in a Spirit Guide. In my mind, he came from the left side of my field of vision. He shuffled in, head down, like he didn’t want to be there. Then he became a Native American dancer. He was spinning, with colored ribbons flying out behind him. Spinning fast. I asked him for a message, but there was no message. Just spinning and dancing.
We did a second guided meditation and the same kind of thing happened. I saw images, but I couldn’t connect well enough to receive a message.
I discovered that I had a fear of not getting a message. It was bad enough to seek a connection during my private meditation and not get a “hello.” It was worse when someone else was in the room and wondering why I couldn’t receive info. Some psychics have said to me, “Everyone else can do it. Why can’t you? Why are you blocking it?” I’ve never felt like I was blocking anything; I felt like I was listening, but no one was speaking.
It was good to have that crystal clear moment of realization that my fear was some kind of performance anxiety. I worried that nothing would happen. Was this worry blocking the communication? I reminded myself, “Good things can happen.” What if I can get a message?
After the meditations, Susan and I tried automatic writing. Susan said to let my fingers type on their own while asking for something relevant in my life. Lots of words came to me in a train of thought. Some made sense. Some were nonsense. Some made me laugh.
I asked, “Do you have a message for me?” “See and be seen.” Okay. Here I am, blogging, being “seen.”
Then, “Words are like charms. Little droplets of sugar. The end.” That was fun.
During the session, I had the overwhelming knowing that I need to write. When I compose, it will all come together: insights, info, words. I have let myself become distracted by life. Summer is on the way. I should have more time to write.
At the end of our session, Susan channeled so I could ask what steps to take. One of the messages which came through was that I was working to refine the specific vibration at which I could receive information.
Susan told me to go out into nature and proclaim what I want. If I want to channel, proclaim it. If I want to give readings, proclaim it.
What I want is to hear clear messages from my Guides and angels, with confirmation, so that I know they are true communications from the spiritual world. I also want to have the words to help anyone who comes to me looking for assistance.
This is MY psychic search. This is where I am right now.
How are things going for you?
Gail
gail@MyPsychicSearch.com
P.S. You can contact Susan Sampson by e-mail, mothergoodness@yahoo.com .
Years ago, I heard a clear message about an upcoming event and the event came to pass, so I know psychic connection is possible for me. However, strong messages don’t come naturally. Instead, ideas come to me. When I sit in my meditation chair, thoughts come regarding all the things I should do. For example, this morning I thought I should photograph my process for making “Wild Girl!” pins. That’s a good idea. Why hadn’t I thought of that? Why did I think of it during my morning meditation? Is this a suggestion from my brain or from my Spirit Guide? No way to know.
When Susan and I sat down, we talked about my meditation practice and where I was in my development. She needed a sense of where I was so she knew what she had to work with.
I told her that I had experienced some psychic moments and messages. If these messages had been confirmed, I knew they were real, but if they hadn’t been confirmed, I had no idea if they were communications or just my imagination. Last week, I wrote about seeing a white image and wondering if it was The Veil. Was it? I have no confirmation.
Susan led me through a couple of guided meditations.
She suggested that I bring in a Spirit Guide. In my mind, he came from the left side of my field of vision. He shuffled in, head down, like he didn’t want to be there. Then he became a Native American dancer. He was spinning, with colored ribbons flying out behind him. Spinning fast. I asked him for a message, but there was no message. Just spinning and dancing.
We did a second guided meditation and the same kind of thing happened. I saw images, but I couldn’t connect well enough to receive a message.
I discovered that I had a fear of not getting a message. It was bad enough to seek a connection during my private meditation and not get a “hello.” It was worse when someone else was in the room and wondering why I couldn’t receive info. Some psychics have said to me, “Everyone else can do it. Why can’t you? Why are you blocking it?” I’ve never felt like I was blocking anything; I felt like I was listening, but no one was speaking.
It was good to have that crystal clear moment of realization that my fear was some kind of performance anxiety. I worried that nothing would happen. Was this worry blocking the communication? I reminded myself, “Good things can happen.” What if I can get a message?
After the meditations, Susan and I tried automatic writing. Susan said to let my fingers type on their own while asking for something relevant in my life. Lots of words came to me in a train of thought. Some made sense. Some were nonsense. Some made me laugh.
I asked, “Do you have a message for me?” “See and be seen.” Okay. Here I am, blogging, being “seen.”
Then, “Words are like charms. Little droplets of sugar. The end.” That was fun.
During the session, I had the overwhelming knowing that I need to write. When I compose, it will all come together: insights, info, words. I have let myself become distracted by life. Summer is on the way. I should have more time to write.
At the end of our session, Susan channeled so I could ask what steps to take. One of the messages which came through was that I was working to refine the specific vibration at which I could receive information.
Susan told me to go out into nature and proclaim what I want. If I want to channel, proclaim it. If I want to give readings, proclaim it.
What I want is to hear clear messages from my Guides and angels, with confirmation, so that I know they are true communications from the spiritual world. I also want to have the words to help anyone who comes to me looking for assistance.
This is MY psychic search. This is where I am right now.
How are things going for you?
Gail
gail@MyPsychicSearch.com
P.S. You can contact Susan Sampson by e-mail, mothergoodness@yahoo.com .
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